Happy Anniversary Junior Gomez <3
We may not remember the day we first said I love you, we may not remember the first thing we thought as we saw each other for the first time. We may not remember our first words we spoke, or even the first time we asked ourselves how could someone like you love me too. But I can never forget the way your eyes look when your concentrating on a question or a decision, the little wrinkle behind your ear. I can never forget the way your smile, warms my heart. Or the way your eyes twinkle after I say something cute. I can never forget the way you listened to me everynight cry, scream, fall apart in pain when my life was complete shit, I’ll never forget those days you believed in me when I couldn’t believe in myself anymore. I’ll never forget that day I felt I lost all my friends completely alone I said, & you said never that you were my best friend, I’ll never forget those nights without you. Those long lonely days, when the only thing I wanted was a hug from you to remind myself that everything was gonna be okay. Or that first kiss in the car so sweet yet so powerful. I’ll never ever forget the feeling I get when you hug, kiss or the simple touch to let me know your there. Or the day I decided that no matter what happened between us everyday of my life I would dedicate to making you happy at all costs, I would give you my whole entire self with no conditions or guarantee but just for the privilege of being considered yours. It’s been such an amazing experience, so many tears we’ve she’d so many moments we’ve shared. So much of ourselves we’ve given each other & So many I love you’s and promises we’ve given each other. Each one with more meaning than the next, I can only hope I’ve made you as happy as you made me. Hears to an amazing boyfriend and relationship. Happy one year anniversary baby. With many more years to come!
Life’s not fair
You have no idea how much this hurts me, & how much I hurts that I won’t see my family soon. & That i don’t know when I’ll hug them again that I don’t know when I’ll see my baby’s.That it’s not fair that I worked hard and you’ll end up with everything you wanted. I’ve never been so angry and so hurt…
